Stuff

Matt and I are now going to be holding off on buying a house and getting a car, out of lack of options. The Geo was going to be more to fix than what it's worth unfoutunatly. The salon is still on hold until we can find a good building to rent. All the good small spots are taken! We are looking everyday and it's getting pretty exhausting. I am very frustated and angry about our situation. It seems like as soon as I get everything figured out, my plans get drug through the mud. I wanted that little house so much and my own salon. I know it will happen when the time is right, but I wanted that time to be now. I finally got a somewhat decent night's sleep last night after not being able to hardly sleep at all in the past four days. I've been so stressed out, my hair is falling out in wads and I didn't have any milk for Wyatt for three days. When all is said and done all this stuff is just that...stuff, and I should just trust God's plan for our family. In the midst of all the stressful moments, I get a couple hours of peace of mind and I know that comes from the Lord, there is no other explanation. I have always battled with just letting the dust settle and seeing where He leads me. Please keep praying for us and all our "stuff" On a good note, Wyatt had his first taste of rice cereal last night, he was so funny! He did not care for it much, but he kept eating it. Weston spent the night at my Mom's twice and Matt's Mom's once this past week while we were trying to sort things out. He had lots of fun, so thanks Nanas and Papas!